Now Playing: Crosby, Stills, and Nash Starring: David Crosby as Santa On Acid, Stephen Stills as Grumpy Bear and the Amazing Disappearing Man, and Graham Nash as Barefoot Bertha.

Ok. So, i totally didn't want to drive to the Cape yesterday to go see CSN, as my Dad was sick and all of that crap. But he made the effort to come home from Boston early, so i got my ass in gear, and headed south. First off, by the time i got to the Sagamore Rotary.... i couldn't see the fucking bridge. We're talking DRIVING in the rotary, and NO BRIDGE. it was so hazy and foggy yesterday it was ridiculous. Anyway, i get to my Dad's with minutes to spare before the show, we bitch at eachother as usual, and then on the way to the show, he says "oh, was gonna have judge feeney come with us, cuz she's friends with Stephen Stills. She wanted to go and get us backstage to hang out with the band. but she couldn't leave her oldest kid at home alone 'cuz he threw a massive house party." WHAT? Good goin' dickwad child. We could've hung out with CSN?!?! That would've made my Dad's entire life! Christ almighty. Oh well. So anyway, we're in the isle where the band walks through, so we're on like, high alert after every second song because Grumpy Bear, aka Stephen Stills, literally looked as if he were dying, and was taken off stage every 2nd song or so. He still kicked ass but i was kinda distracted by watching him gasping for air and doubling over grabbing his stomach area on the side of the stage. Crosby was probably the funniest fucking thing- just one big old fat santa-lookin' guy just STANDING while other people in the band were playng. Hell, at least he's not in jail! Graham Nash was barefoot. Show was good. Bassist totally wanted me. It was interesting. Then this hot woman came up to me, all hands on my shoulders, whispering, asking for my lighter- clearly to get it for her boyfriend, but whatever. She was like "thank you sweetheart!".... i'm sitting there thinking 'um, welcome, poodle?'.... my Dad was a little taken aback by that as well. OOOH. just got some inside info as to why Stills was leaving so often. Nothing serious, healthwise or anything. But uhmm, can't tell just 'cuz well. i can't. but he's ok, apparently!

i want to go to the free BOS show tonight 'cuz Tracy Bonham's gonna be there and she fucking rocks my world, but i don't want to move tonight. Supposed to do karaoke or bitch or both with Brie later, but i don't know if i wanna do that either. i've been getting like, negative sleep these days, and since i'm still reeling from the show last night, and i've got superfuckingshitmyself seats to Ani tomorrow, i think it would be good to lay low. who knows.

later i suppose